Live My Life

A new beginning...

2010-01-29T22:49:00.003+08:00

I thought I let go...I thought I forgot...But deep inside my heart...I still can't forget...Forgive and forget is such a nice phrase to use...Why can't I do it...Recently, I realised that something heavy on my mind was let go...Though I still am thinking about her, I just can't forget the fact that we can't be together again...

Sometimes, I just want to be a boy...Can whine, can cry...Where is all the carefree life I have been leading for the past few years or may be 19 years of my life...About a few months ago, I lost myself...I am getting it back...Even though I still act at my weirdest when I remember about you...Yesh...I try to act like a kid..I hide my feelings...I hide it yesh...

I thought about how it feels if you are mine forever...It felt weird but now when your gone, I felt like having you forever...Well, I just hope you will ever come to me for help..I will always be there for you...

May be its love after life? Not really after life but you can feel that you treasure someone even more after you lose her...

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Definition of Love as it is...

2009-12-28T14:47:00.002+08:00

"What if she hurt me? What if she left me? What if she died? It will be the end of me. That's why I cut things short." - Ghost of Girlfriends' Past

I felt the same way for her. May be that is why I was so paranoid. I was afraid of losing her, that is why I was acting like that. I hang on till the last gasp but she still left me. It is not that I didn't trust her, but it is just being afraid of losing her.

"If you love someone, let her go." <== Bullshit. See what I did? I let her go and she doesn't even talk to me anymore.

Bumpy 2009...Hope that 2010 is way better...

2009-12-27T01:57:00.002+08:00

I am feeling like such a girl right now =( Don't know what is wrong with me man...I have a lot to say about how I feel but I don't wish to tell anyone...Not just anyone that I will tell that's for sure...Life just sux...Is it because you have too much time at work that caused you to become like who you are? Thinking about her, another her and more hers when your mind is not occupied? Or issit that once you tasted something sweet, you would want more of it at the shortest time? Yes, I truely believe that I am getting more and more desperate but to be fair, I do not like that kind of feeling. I believe in one and only 1 will do. But what am I doing now?

Then, I found another her. One that I am sure now that I can depend on. But I feel the same way as what i did. The feeling of wanting her so much and the feeling of being insecured just didn't disappear. I know that I am doing the wrong thing but at least, for now, I can tell myself that I don't own her and if she doesn't reply me on time, it is still fine. I do not feel like I have an obligation to constantly talk to her and please her because she is not mine yet. It is very different when you are a boyfriend and your girlfriend puts the "Hey, can you just fuck off? Give me some breathing space will you? I want to be with you but I don't want to talk to you" that sort of feeling. At least I can just leave as and when I like because I have no obligation for now.

I am not a very colourful guy. I am just a boring guy that tries to make people happy. Maybe you will find out that I am not just the guy you thought I was because I am run out of ideas after a long time. Maybe weird is something you can describe me but for me, effort is what I like to use. Effort to please a girl; effort to think about a girl; effort to talk to a girl; effort to not look at other girls etc. DO YOU THINK I WILL DO THAT TO ANY GIRL? Definitely not! I believe that one is enough to satisfy me and I have a responsibility and burden/commitment to pick up a relationship. If you ask me to put in only 50% or 80% in a relationship, I most likely can't do it. I am a 100% guy and believe it or not,I have to constantly excite myself with new ideas of mine or at least thinking about you. I can't rest my brain, stop thinking about things or you when I am awake. That is me.

Well, I just like to be outstanding/weird. I give out of the ordinary answers because I feel proud and excited about those ideas. If the minority is always weird, I will join them. Simply because rich people are also minorities and who dare say they are weird. NO ONE! A damn rich man w/o a handphone or a laptop? A damn rich man wearing shorts and singlet, going shopping? A damn rich man driving a poor man's car? They are weird but have anyone said anything? Weird is so over rated.

I got Tagged Damn!

2008-05-21T22:11:00.002+08:00

1. HanZhong
2. Carine
3. Lee Jie
4. Angie
5. Wei Jin
6. Lena
7. Zhen Ken
8. Xi Wen
9. Zhen Qian
10. Wei Sum
11. Darryl
12. Diana
13. Ryan
14. Angie
15. Dan
16. Estelle
17. Joshua
18. Rendall
19. Calvin
20. Cassandra

How did you met 14?
[Angie] Taekwondo Mate!

What will you do if you dont meet 1?
[Hanzhong] Go around looking for him?

What if 9 and 20 dated?
[Zhen Qian & Cassandra] Same age ma! Should be blessed =D

Will 6 and 17 date?
[Lena & Joshua] Maybe? But not when Rendall is around!!! He will murder Joshua la...

Describe 3.
[Lee Jie] Wow. Nice legs xD...

Is 8 attractive?
[Xi Wen] Attached. Next!

Describe 7.
[Zhen Ken] One super funny guy =D

Know of any 12's family members?
[Diana] Yup. Her Mum and Dad.

What will you do if 18 broke up?
[Rendall] LOL!!! He has Lena leh...I am not GAY!!

What language does 15 speak?
[Dan] English and Chinese

Who is 9 going out with?
[Zhen Qian] No One!

How old is 16?
[Estelle] 15.

When was the last time spoke to 13?
[Ryan] Last Last Week.

Who is 2 fave singer/band?
[Carine] Me?!?!?! Fei Lun Hei Also I guess

Will you ever like 4?
[Angie] Cough Cough Vomit die!!!

Will you ever date with 1?
[Hanzhong] Of course, He is mine!

Is 19 single?
[Calvin] Should be bah..

Whats 10's last name?
[Wei Sum] Cheung

Will you ever be in a relationship with 11?
[Darryl] He Loves Me!

What's the school of 3?
[Lee Jie] NTU or NUS?!?! Should be NUS bah...

Where do 6 live?
[Lena] Under the overhead bridge xD...Jurong lor

Favourite things about 5.
[Wei Jin] - Being Serious During Class.
- Scolding the kids?!?!
- Watching Lust, Caution!
- Tonning

24 March 2008

2008-03-24T17:59:00.002+08:00

Life is so boring...So Boring....So Boring....I wish I can go on a holiday la...HAIZ...no one wanna go holidays this holiday that is why I am here blogging boring =(...I should go shopping one day man...Buy all the stuff I want like a girl...MUHAHAHAHAHA...Okay la..I am not Gay or Sexually Transmitted... I just dunno what to do =(...I shall catch a movie soon if I can find someone...At least one person la...COME ON!!!! REPLY TO ME muhahahahaha...xD My leg is still swollen and fat...OMG xD shall wait for it to deswollen/heal!

Kelsen Chong

9th International Chung Do Kwan Championships 2008

2008-03-23T13:04:00.003+08:00

I found my photos on clubSNAP.com. LOL that was the photo that I was being trashed partly due to injury and partly due to the fact that I am inexperience. Here you go people and thanks to uranium2k@gmail.com for the wonderful photos

9th International Chung Do Kwon Championship 2008! DAY 2

2008-03-22T23:42:00.003+08:00

Wake up at 11:33 am cause a lot of people were calling to my house phone and unluckily, it was in my room =(. Wandered around and ate my lunch before deciding whether to go down to support the Singapore Team today or not. Reached at 3+ and the sparring matches Finals about to start. It was destruction before that. Watch a few good matches. Albert was super good la...He won 2 French and brought to the Singapore team a Gold Medal!!! I knew my weakness and mistakes now...I will be back 4 years later!!! Oh btw the farewell dinner was great. Have a lot of fun laughing, singing, dancing etc!!! Bon Voyage to all the teams from different countries that participated in the tournament. TATAZ

Kelsen

9th International Chun Do Kwon Championships 2008!

2008-03-21T19:39:00.002+08:00

Didn't slept well the day before. Have been chalet on Wednesday with my CYA mates and it was fun. Real Fun xD. I tried to sleep like 13 hours or 14 hours straight but I found out I couldn't thats why I didn't sleep well hehe.

Update is in time line mode hehe:
7:15 am : Woke up, bathe and headed to Toa Payoh interchange to meet Han Zhong, Lee Jie, Darryl, Wei Jin, Zhen Qian, Angie, Rendall etc.

8:15 am: Reached Toa Payoh interchange by 105 (The bus took damn long to arrive). The Taekwondo "Gang" left without me!!! I have to go search for them lol...

8:35 am: Reached Toa Payoh Stadium and people from other countries are already there for the opening ceremony.

8:45 am: Changed into my new gee with my Singapore flag xD! I forgot to soak the uniform so I was very uncomfortable wearing it =(. Ya la...I stupid can xD.

8:55 am: Went out to assemble and march in with the different countries. (Watch Video) By then, I have found out that I am fighting Darryl!! (Country/team/training mate)

9:20 am: My match between Darryl and I started. It was a close match I would say. (Watch Video) I came out with the win but did a few deadly mistakes. I was not very into the mood of sparring well =(. Score: 2-2, Sudden Death: 1-0. Injury: Swollen leg and painful knee.

11:30 am: Second match was tough. My opponent is from Fiji and he is about to create the fear in me. Although I was calm, I couldn't find any loopholes so that I could put my leg through. In the end, it ended with a 7-0 score, with me not being about to win the match. Injury: Painful neck and even worse knee and foot injury. AND MY HIP/ASS IS PAINFUL lol...xD

The rest of the time: I saw the Singapore team being trashed one by one. No one managed to win an opponent. Perhaps, their training style is really very different from us!

*Since I can't upload the video fast, I will not upload the video. If you want them, ask from me bah...*

KELSEN CHONG!

I SHALL NOT CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN!!!

2008-03-18T02:00:00.002+08:00

Gosh...I hate finding and changing my blogskin...Nothing seem to fit in place...The pictures may be all over or even the posts =(...Haiz...Alright, Counting down to the tournament date...3 MORE DAYS hehe...LoL...I am going for the CYA Chalet tomorrow...hmm...sounds exciting xD...Okay I shall go back to rot...CYA people =D...~FIGHTING~

Kelsen

2008 Update =D

2008-03-17T02:18:00.002+08:00

Okay la...Sorry to keep all of you waiting...MY 2008 Post is up =D...If there is even anyone reading my blog muhahahaha....Have not been in the mood to blog cause I am not a true girl...LOL!!! I Sound so gay ZZZ...Okay nvm...I would say that my results are quite bad...MY SCHOOL EXAM RESULTS LA...duh...not any other results lol...Thought I could at least get something better...like HELLO!!! I put in effort to study okay...lol...Effort = Yes...Enough = Maybe xD...I should be attending the International Taekwondo Tournament held on 20th 21st and 22nd....Hope I can last all 3 days yea xD!!! Haiz...LEG INJURY!!! Cause of my stupidity...Was doing Inverted 7 and ended up falling on the floor cause I am not hitting any target and I am so stupid to actually twist so hard like I am gonna hit a target...ZZZzzz 3 Weeks of injury and it doesn't seem to recover at all...=( Oh well hope I recover in time for the tournament yea?? OH...I got a new camera...Okay I got a camera which is new....Sony T300! Yeah...I feel poorer now Yeah...And crappier and crappier zzz...Okay off to sleep cya....TATAZ

Kelsen
Wow I really post like a girl =(

Time to update. As Promised.

2007-12-11T17:52:00.000+08:00

Okay so here is my update since I promised =D Hmm...everything seems blur now. I remember winning my first trophy aka Bronze for Taekwondo. I remembered buying my first 4D =D. I remembered having my first meal at Mac near TP. I remembered how hard I strive to finish my first BCS / HTMKG / Comm skills Project. I remembered the first time I studied for a french test. I remembered the first time I studied for a microeconomics and Org Beh test =D All the first time in life occurred just 1-2 weeks. AND HOLIDAYS ARE HERE AGAIN WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! It is my first holiday of sem 2 =D...No CYA this week since we got leave. =D ARGH just finished my exams la...So cool right lol...I gonna get a PS3 soon...Waiting patiently for Christmas to come so that I can get as much offer as I can from SONY or any retailer!! GRRR that sounds so long... I have tons of projects yet to start. Most exciting one should be Psychology project but I wouldn't let you all know what I am doing so =D Advertisements!!!!! You will find out soon la...Sorry I can't paragraph so sorry if it hurts your eyes =D....ShoutOut to in no order, all of 1H03 People!!! Those that asked me to update...C4 =D Taekwondo mates...CYA mates...and all that I have missed out hehe...I am a lazy fat bloody shitty *#&*#%&*@($ lol...xD xD xD xD xD xD

TODAY WORZ

2007-10-25T22:49:00.000+08:00

Today was damn damn fun...Starting with me forgetting to set my alarm and woke up at 8.00am OMGOSH!!!! My house is very far from TP haha... Comm Skills 2 was alright la...not as bad because we will not have 5 hours of lecture =D...ARGH...French is so so so so so so so so so FUN!!!!!! haha...Bonjour. Comment tu t'appelles? Je m'appelle Kelsen. Tu es français? Non, Je suis Singapourien. Tu habite Tampines? Non, J'habite Serangoon. Enchanté. If you don't understand nevermind =D...We learn A to Z too hehe...After that, I went for my first Psychological class...Not bad la...Just that Mind Reading is the more advance part of Psychology...(LoL...Expected.) Hmm... so thats about it la...Oh, CuiFen is so good!!! She bought me a Voodoo Doll...MESSI CUIFEN!!! Oh Did I mention we are back in the same Comm Skills Group? Andrea is our leader haha...3 Cheers for Andrea...Hip hip Hurray...=D Hope she wouldn't get so stress out by the group's performance =D....Oh...and did I say we played badminton today? Too bad la...I was wearing jeans and I stink...hehe...and THANKS ALOT TO JANICE FOR THE CAB RIDE ^_^....Alright shall end here...Till next time =D...

Chong Jia Jin Kelsen
I LOVE FRENCH ^_^V

First Day of School

2007-10-23T13:25:00.000+08:00

Missed my first lecture of the day and of the sem...went to add psychology into my CDS list =D...French was super cool and I find it the only lec i enjoyed that day I guess hehe...Salut! people this is a short post xD...Good luck have fun GG...=D

Chong Jia Jin Kelsen

My Birthday @ 10 October

2007-10-13T11:51:00.000+08:00

Since Timo ask me to date up I shall do so haha...First person to message me Happy Birthday is Hui Xian since she has work and have to sleep early at 11pm. It is then followed by Andrea, Wai Kin, Thomas, Nelson and the list goes on....LOL...C4 + Thomas is so nice...Nelson got me a cake and gave me a surprise =D Thanks man...So C4 and Thomas came to my house to ton and spend the night with me...Then Fabian decides to Pang sei us at afternoon. Wai Kin and I played Fifa till late afternoon before he goes off... I went Ah Yi to eat at night with my parents...The fruit cake was cool/nice/delicious and its from some unknown bakery in Ubi...So that concludes my birthday hehe...The next day, I went to watch Resident Evil with my younger sis and It was a so so movie lor...on the 12 october, which is yesterday, I went to CJC open house with timo...Its raining xD...but I can see the female dominance in that school since anywhere and everywhere I go, I see girls...After that, Timo got me my present which is the DayWatch Movie hehe...Okay the show is so draggy and in another language...It sux I guess...xD lousier than Resident Evil...

Chong Jia Jin Kelsen

2007-09-28T01:32:00.001+08:00

This is another work work post xD...Yes I am alive and still working lol...BTW went out on Wednesday to watch No Reservation...Wah...damn hard to find space lor...since we cannot make reservation...ended up sitting in the 2nd row =(...they should charge us cheaper hehe... Still hoping that tomorrow is payday but too bad...its not...Okay I got tagged by so many people la...so I decided to do it today...

*Person(PEOPLE) who tagged me : Sarah, Adeline, Viv etc.

*My relationship with her(THEM): classmates GOSH xD

*5 impressions I have of her(THEM) : Emo freaks xD, Will be there when I am down, Helpful, Kind, Gentle (Opps wrong la..) I mean friendly.

*Most memorable thing she(THEY) has done for me : Hmm...great...I can't remember...

*Most memorable words she(THEY) has said to me : "KELLY!!!" haha...I am not a girl xD

*If she(THEY) becomes my lover, I will : Great, Now I have so much more trouble to handle xD jkz

*If she(THEY) becomes my enemy, I will : No reason why she(THEY) will become one but stab her in the heart!!!!

*Most desirable thing I want to do for her(THEM) now is : Organise another chalet and party =D

*My overall impression of her is : Viv: Great person to talk and joke with. Sarah: OMG I just saw a pasta fly past. Adel: Great organizer =D

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*What I think people feel about me : I am cool and tells cold jokes. Seem annoying but not at all hehe...

*Characteristics I love about myself : I am a happy-go-lucky person so even when I fail tests or examinations, the impact is not as big as everything.

*Characteristics I hate about myself : I am a timid and innocent little boy hehe...Hmm...I can't harden my heart because I am full of love haha...I talk too much??

*Most ideal person I want to be is : Bill Gates...Richie rich!!!

*A message for people who care for me and like me : Thanks alot for being there for me =D

Pass this quiz to 10 people whom you wish to know how they feel about you :

1) Wai Kin
2) Fabian
3) Nelson
4) Timothy
5) Andrea
6) ViV
7) Adeline
8) Janice
9) Sarah
10) Vanessa

*Who is no.6 having a relationship with? : Not that I know of.
*Is no.9 a male or female? : Female.

*If no.7 and no.10 are in a relationship, will it be a good one? : Yes! I will have a lesbian classmate =(...Actually IMPOSSIBLE!!!

*What is no.2 studying? : Dip in Marketing I guess...

*When was the last time I chatted with no.3? : A week ago

*What type of music does no.8 like? : Pop?? Clubbing music

*Does no.1 have siblings? : YES...One sister.

*Would I woo no.3? : lol...NO!!!!

*Would I woo no.7? : Hey...Can consider wor...lol...NO!!

*Is no.4 single? : Yes...Am I counted to make him paired?

*What's no.5's surname? : CHUA =D

*What's no.4's hobby? : Gaming, reading, doing what aliens do =D

*Do no.5 and no.9 get along well? : Yes VERY VERY VERY!!

*Where is no.2 studying? : NYP

*Say something casual about no.1 : hmm...Outgoing pal =D

*Have I tried developing feelings for no.8? : Wow she has bf leh...Later I kana hum dum

*Where does no.9 live? : Poungol

*What colour does no.4 like? : Dunno worz...never ask him....Black maybe...

*Are no.1 and no.5 best friends? : They dunno each other....

*Does no.7 like no.2? : Nope

*How did I get to know no.2? : Hmm...classmates and schoolmates in my whole secondary school life.

*Does no.1 have any pets? : Don't think so...

*Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? : YEAH!!!!!

Well on the side note, is this only for girls??

Kelsen Chong Jia Jin...
Birthday in another 13 days...

PAST FEW DAYS

2007-09-25T18:48:00.000+08:00

OK...so past few days was work again...Well went tkd on Saturday and watched I pronounced you Chuck and Larry...It was damn funny la...lol...Then we were snacking somewhere and Angie and I was like...all kor kor's fault la...tell him don't play fire liao still play...now no house to stay...LOL!!! I am not gonna elaborate on that hehe...But guess what...Angie is jie jie and hanzhong is kor kor =D...After the movie, I pang seh-ed them and went off since I got my last bus and so they have to take a cab home...=( so sorry...Meet Cherlene and her friend on the bus leh....talked till she and her friend reached her house...I am so not gonna elaborate on that too...Today, I went to mind's cafe with timothy, Sarah and Vanessa... WAH!!!! We played this truth voting game...It was damn fun and I won like mad...Coming to Taboo which is a dumb game (Cos I farking screwed it xD) and we lost...Since I am okay...DUMB!!...Overall, the gaming sessions that we had were great...it was damn fun and funny there...and the girls have more telepathy than we guys...NO FAIR!!!! haha...Next time we should get more people there so that we can play like mad...=D....SO till next time =D...TATAZ

Kelsen Chong Jia Jin

2007-09-20T00:44:00.000+08:00

Yet another wonderful day....I am starting to rot at home...OMG look its a whine...OMG look grapes are growing in my house (xD) OMG Spiders on my body....I am rotting!!!! Woot...Small plant growing hmm...Well its work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work... =( I hasn't been going out to enjoy my holidays gosh...I need a break seriously...And enjoy myself while I work in the night or something la....BORING BORING BORING BORING BORING LOR

Kelsen Chong Jia Jin

Work Started

2007-09-16T15:41:00.000+08:00

LoL...My Work have officially started yesterday afternoon. It was quite boring but the fact that money is rolling makes me excited haha...I am gonna work my way through and get my pay in 28 days or so...*JIA YOU* Okay...Nothing much to blog about anyways...Cya soon..=D

Kelsen Chong Jia Jin

Days past as usual and 1408

2007-09-15T01:41:00.000+08:00

Why have I not blogged for so long, you guys mean ask. The fact is I have nothing to blog about. Firstly, I didn't leave home for quite some time already...I have been rotting at home xD. Secondly, I was so so so so so so so hit in the ass or brain by my results...It was such a disappointment and my GPA dropped to 2.58 RAWR!!!! Should have done better for RHT and POM. Shouldn't have screwed my IHT field trip report. Well it is still a blessing since I did not fail a subject and have to take a supp paper. Okay enough of my results (And no, I did not post my GPA because I am proud of it so hehe). 1408 was such a nice movie. Let me spoil it to you la....Firstly, the Thrill Rating is about 7.5-8/10. Secondly the Entertainment value is about 8/10. Well, hot and pretty girls rating is hmm...2/10?? (Don't ask me why xD, but if your hoping to see pretty girls then sorry wrong movie) Oh well, Spoil Spoil Spoil =D. The movie was indeed GREAT. Its about a guy that writes ghost stories. He would travel to ghostly places to explore the unnatural happenings. He was asked by a reader to check into this room at Dolphin Hotel. The room is of course 1408. So the story revolves around the manager telling Micheal enlis about the weird stuff that happened in that room and how many reported and (unreported) natural deaths that occurred in 1408 before he decided that he would never let anyone check into that room again. If I remember clearly, the last check in was 1967 or something but there would be monthly cleaning as they are professionals but each room cleaner can only stay in that room for 10 minutes or so before they are asked to leave the room so as to prevent anything room happening. Spooky huh?! I will not spoil the rest =D. If you wanna watch it then go watch la...Don't get spoiled =D. Okay I can't continue since its beyond words to describe the terrifying spine-thrilling sensation about this movie. Be Sure to Watch it =p.

Kelsen Chong Jia Jin

Chalet Day 1 1/2 - Day 2

2007-09-08T01:56:00.001+08:00

Hello People...LOL my starting of the post just suck...it is always the same xD...btw Chalet Day 1 1/2 was spent sort of at the chalet...where we talked crap, started drinking and in the end, sleep. Heard that Timo, Andrea and ViV went to the beach leh...but go lost and couldn't see the sunrise =(...also heard that they slept at Macdonald and the auntie stared at them HAHA...Btw these are the beers that I drunk: Jim Bean(Bourbon Whiskey) and Bacardi Breezier...I went to eat breakfast at Macdonald with sarah and chuan ann after being chased out of the bed so that elieen and adel can sit...went cycling after that with elieen, jelinee, cuifen, chuan ann and janice...We cycled for a full 1 hour under the scorching hot sun that almost killed us xD...Viv, andrea and adel were all sleeping (HAHA PIGS xD)...and Timo went off because he has work the next day...After Viv, Andrea and Adel woke up, we slack around and started the BBQ...Earlier, Pearlyn went off for her church thingy...and janice, cuifen, jelinee and elieen went off in no order...Leaving adel, chuan ann, Viv, andrea and I at the chalet...Later sarah and kelvin came back =D...It was rather fun actually with chuan ann feeding us food and DC coming up with their theme song...lol...!!! If I were a....I will Marry a ...I can ...her...She can ...Me...We can ...together...LOL!!!!...after that ADEL *PS* US....!!!! RAWR!!! Well Sarah also went off...We persuaded Andrea to stay so that we do not have to check out in the late nights...So Chuan ann, Kelvin and I got the bed while Andrea and Viv slept on the push out beds...We had fun talking about old series and I have to change place with kelvin so that he wouldn't fall off the bed and 'TOUCH' Andrea xD xD xD...We went to get High Commissioner Old Scotch Whiskey which is pure and has 43% alcoholic volume. Thats the most I drank during the past 1 year or so...Remembering during WCG where Tony got his 60% or so Drink xD...I have growth up though =D...We mixed 7UP with the whiskey and it had the sweet taste xD...Kelvin was making some kind of noise when he was sleeping...Something like I am not cold...I am not cold...and chuan ann shouted 1/2 way through the night...when we were all sleeping xD...The kids next door are super noisy though xD...So Andrea, Viv, Chuan ann and Kelvin went back to school for the Octoberkfest briefing while I go back home to replenish my sleep =D THEREFORE MARKED THE FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN 3 Days and I am back at home...Going Taekwondo tomorrow =D...Cya guys/girls =D

Kelsen Chong
Chalet Freak xD

Back from Chalet 5th-7th

2007-09-07T12:03:00.000+08:00

Hey people, Of course I wouldn't blog in details so sorry ViV =D. Well It was damn fun super fun extremely fun...but not the whole class was present though. Celine, Amily, Chi Wen and Cheryl wasn't there...We have great fun!!!! First, Mr Chia came with his Ma Po ToFu...It was that damn nice la....Then later Mr Pras, Ms Quah and her husband came and brought us chocolates and potato chips...Ms Quah was also very nice to sponsor part of the chalet for us...Thank you Ms Quah =D...I went to ask Mr Pras whether is he married but he says that if I get a Z, he will tell me =(...I am so gonna try to get a Z =(...Oh well...like all chalets, we drank beer =D...F&B is so useful la... lol...Now I know what Beer I am drinking xD...Well I shall blog till here la...damn sianz xD...Maybe later I will start on Day 2...

Kelsen Chong

What a lucky day...

2007-09-03T22:00:00.000+08:00

Today was one of the happiest day of my life...bluff u one la...xD btw I got a job offer from WorldCyberGames and they want me to be online only 6 hours a day...Alright...went to shaws to watch Evan Almighty...Boring Boring Boring...The show wasn't that good compared to the first one =(....Great disappointment....Bought the huge pop corn and couldn't finish it!!!! haha...Tomorrow's SA Orientation gonna reach at 9.30am Sianz...SO EARLY...I am still in my dreams....xD okay...will talk next time or update la....maybe tmr xD...CYA CYA CYA..

Kelsen Chong

Taekwondo

2007-09-02T02:51:00.000+08:00

Hello people...Yup I went for Taekwondo today and it was very fun during the training...I am back on form after 1 week of lessons missing =D...Went off early though to celebrate Leona's be-early birthday at party world...ARGH damn expensive lor...$25 per person leh...I think Kbox cheaper but anyways its a total distress tool =D really sang my hearts out (HAHA)...I actually need 10 people to transfer money to Adeline so that we can pay using the 200$ first for the chalet instead of getting 20 over people to come down and pay for the chalet =D...Volunteers??

Kelsen Chong

August 31 2007

2007-08-31T19:23:00.000+08:00

Oh well...today is teacher's day celebration and my mum's birthday =D. I am not being filial by tonning at my friend's house the day before my mum's birthday =( but oh well I did and we had quite some good times there...Still planning the class chalet because I don't want to stone at home!! School was alright la...but alot of teachers are gone and new and chio teachers replaced them xD... Argh...We miss the concert la...ALL BECAUSE OF 2 GUYS and so according to my friend, Nelson, the concert is damn nice...DAMN!!!! Oh well...Changed my blog skin since its being so long since I changed one and I feel that it is not that bad haha...Btw go sign up for gv's membership!!!! and get me a free ticket during your birthday xD (No reason to stay at home on your birthday =p) Well i kinda miss taekwondo since I missed it totally last week because of exams...Will be going hyper tomorrow by having taekwondo trainings from 1 to 8 pm...Then it would be celebration for leona's birthday at Kbox...LoL...Holidays are getting boring...No idea whether to go work or not =D (If you have any job lobangs and think that it really suits me just give me a msg =D)

Kelsen Chong Aka Kelsen Chong (Kelly xD)

2007-08-30T13:07:00.000+08:00

Hello People....
Its me hahahahaha....Oh well btw we are trying our best to organise a class chalet and if u think you can help just give me a pm....we have quite alot to do leh...like booking the chalet getting the lecturers etc. Hmm...estimated cost is $15 per person...Also, you get to choose to stay in a $100 per night east coast resort or $158 package for 3D2N in Paris ris =D....and east coast resort is dirty except that there is fresh air there...the rest hmmm no good ar...xD So vote now...BTW also vote which lecturer you want them to go...here are the list:
Mr Pras (I like that)
Ms Quah (=D)
Mr Chia (:D)
Mr Govin
Mr Fong
Mrs Wee
Mrs Chng
Mr Lum
Who else did I miss??
Still got what you all wanna eat?? From citysatay or bbqwholesale...
Decide and MSG me on msn =D
* Link JANICE http://qwerty-pop.blogspot.com/

Kelsen

Hi POLY!!!

2007-08-29T22:50:00.000+08:00

lol...Very long never update liao...from now on i will maybe...its been one semester since I first stepped into an unfamiliar poly that I call my second home...Well poly wasn't that bad after all...<3 my classmates xD....=D....Well exams just over leh...now resting lor...haiz...Oh I got quite alot of nice pics of me in my suit =D...someday i will upload it...for now its pinot noir....Sauvignon Blanc...Merlot...Denominazione...Indicazione...Pinot meuine....ETC ETC....Until Next time...TATAZ

Kelsen Chong...

My 2007 Post =)

2007-02-27T01:48:00.000+08:00

After a long afk from the blog...I finally blogged...Many things happened during this break but nvm I will list them one by one...Firstly I was working at robinsons as a cashier for 11 days...It was fun but torturing to the legs so I decided not to renew my contract with the company...The seniors, supervisors and managers did a great job guiding me on the way and letting me learn that customers are sometimes fussy so try not to be one hehe...=X okay...I got my O level results...Quite disappointed though many people say I did well...NOT WELL ENOUGH =(...I got 13 for L1R4 and 17 for L1R5 but 3 expected A1s turn out to be A2s and I didn't get a distinction for COMBINED HUMANITIES!!!! Grrr...So disappointed =(...Well thats that...I can't change the fact that I scored like that so JUMP JUMP HAPPY =)...lol...lame...Ya...been to Hong Kong in Jan this year...Cool yea?? Got lots of beatiful clothings and I can feel the very first time I take out cash and buy things without considering too much and I have big spending power YEA!! lol...Okay...The best part is I joined KidsCentral's audition for TV Host lol...Dun laugh at me okay...I spend 2 hrs queueing up for a Number and 2 days to actually get interviewed...The process was fun but I hope I get in...I need to get fun...FUN...FUN!!!!! Boring holidays haha...Hmm...U445 Rox...GOGOGO Bless me hehe...Oh yea...now temples are rich too...they got those numerial machines that doctors use at clinics and its so damn cool...lol...imagine such long queue and u can go drink coffee cos u got your number...lol...To me its "Holy Shit...Thats damn high tech yo..." okay no offensive =) PEACE hehe...

Siging Off,
Kelsen Chong Jia Jin/=)/=p/^_^

11 Oct 2006

2006-10-11T19:08:00.000+08:00

Yeah...it is one day after my birthday...well I got a real touching birthday celebration ever...Hey I really mean it...Firstly I got presents from C4, A4 (The Cake), Steph & Cherlene and Mrs Lum & Miss Tan GH...OMG...Yup...I am so touched when they brought the cake in for me and sang the happy birthday songs...never been that touched for the pass 16 years I guess lol...Hmm...That sat, I was with Wai Kin, Fabian, Wanqi and Michelle at Escape theme park...Tried my first gold kart ride and of course the first haunted house experience hehe...Okay straight to the haunted house...It wasn't THAT SCARY...I sensed 2 "ghosts" tailing us at the back of me and of course my 1st reaction is "Hey Wai Kin...There the 2 ghosts is at the back" OMG...I spoiled the fun and the "Ghost" were like SIANZ...another unsuccessful victmin, I am gonna lose my job soon =(...LOL...Victory sign for them both =)...Well after that we went for those funfair thingy...AND GUESS WHAT...I won a dolpin...winning WaiKin and Wanqi...and those bunch of aunties and uncles...woohooo so so so cool...

Well today Miss Tan HP came in to talk to us about our prelim results...It was not so bad but here goes...L1R5 - 24 L1B4 - 19...Omg...Should have put in more effort to study la...if I go for O level in such a state...I will not have any face to go back home... hmm...well cya next time =)

2006-08-17T18:44:00.000+08:00

After being through some what a rather disappointing Mock Prelims, I have decided to Study 24/7...I mean it...I deleted all my games ( WC3, Fifa, O2Jam, Audition etc)...I will make it or perish with it...That is my very last stand...about 3 months + to go and I think I could endure this and grow up with it...Well My black Belt grading is on the 3rd of Sept...Woohooo...So exciting yet so nervous...the days are near...well those who wanna come cheer me up can go to Geylang West Community Centre in the morning if I am not wrong to see how I fare...Well see you guys there =)

Signing Off,
FTW Kelsen Studying...

A Day After That...

2006-08-01T22:19:00.000+08:00

Since so many people asked me to update and I am so energetic I will update today hehe...Well the title may seem abit confusing but...I just finished my mock prelims...Will update my score here if you are interested in seeing...I will be failing some major subjects so nevermind =(... Well Firstly I have gotten like 47 ½ /64 for Physics which wasn't at all good since I have to depend on my Physics to pull my science grades up (well my chemistry cannot make it la...lol...yup...I don't seem to be able to memorise things or maybe too lazy to memorise them...) Well For my English Compo I have gotten 19/30 which is also not good or maybe that my expectations are too high...I am confirm busted tomorrow since my section 2 is gonna be given out and Mrs Lum says we do quite badly =(...Well I put my best in this mock prelims and I of course expect a good result since if I don't do my best I will not cry...But if I try my best, that will be the end of me...Well Usually I don't cry cause of bad grades since I didn't put in effort =X

Hmm...Work was alright at e2max every saturday since I do practically nothing there and I can rot while getting some money =)...Sat is getting more and more meaningful now when I have a group of Taekwondo mates going out together after 8pm cause of training and I feel really comfortable hanging around with them =)...Last sat, we went to eat at Pizza Hut with some commentary vouchers...We paid $13 each and have like a few plates of pizza and we will forcing each other to eat since we got quite alot of leftovers cos its so so CHEAP...

School was definitely alright since I don't bear grudges with anyone and I feel that part of the career talks are quite motivative...Well instead of getting motivated by the ex-principal of RI, I am more motivated by the VJC and the UWC talks(even though I am overage)...Well I will lead a simple life if I can...If not I will be out that fighting for a job against thousands of people and eventually strive hard for that job and then enjoying my retirement...Life is so meaningful without leasiure haha...=)

Signing (Flying) Off,
Kelsen

Sicky Mon/Tues

2006-06-06T20:55:00.000+08:00

Argh!!!...Bad headache yesterday and today -.- Was about to go to school actually on mon...then when I was about to head for school...I had a headache...Went to se the bloody doctor and waited for at least 3hrs before its my turn (lucky my house is near...I went back for 2 hrs before I called and confirm that I am next hehe) yup...Sick...Down on fever...The doctor says that it is a very high fever and I am suspose to go back if I my fever isn't down by wednesday... Hahaha...Donno tml got any shocking news anot...Okay..I go sleep liao ByeZ all...

Kelsen

Bad day today?!?!

2006-05-20T01:49:00.000+08:00

It was quite a bad day today...Why is it so you may ask...My maths teacher scolded us and pinpointed me blah blah blah...Its like there is tomorrow to begin with...She was saying that if I don't be attentive in class I will not be able to get an A1 or an A2 blah blah blah...In fact, her teaching is too surface and I myself understand that cause all my other classmates are weaker in maths or is the first time doing that chapter and her test is so so easy...And that she doesn't wanna let me do my own homework...So what can I do besides talking?? Rot?? ROFL -.-

Okay then my friend actually became rude to her for pinpointing all of us...If we have a peer tutoring kind of teaching method then let us talk to our peer tutors...Like we can't catch up if we talk to our peer tutors...Take for example Wai Kin...He listens only to Wanqi's teaching and still he managed to understand the topic even more in debt...What on the earth is happening to schools this days haiz...Felt really sorry for Mrs See...T.T

Nothing much actually happened recently...Just same old routine to school and back...Weekends are as juicy as ever etc. =)...Clan DiSc is playing against Clan mVp Good Luck guys =)

Updated finally =)

2006-05-12T15:00:00.000+08:00

Yup I am updating finally for the first time yo...I mean for a very long time liao...haven't been blogging lol...Hmm...whats interesting this days...nope nothing actually...I am so lifeless and I am beginning to think what if i was in poly this yr and not next yr...those tons of homework blablabla doesn't need to be handed up and we can skip lessons too...how fun lol..But still I am back to where I am taking O's this yr without any life ya...Haiz...I wish WCG Could sponsor me the tickets so that I can be their ref this yr or may be next cos its killing me to think of that I have to travel to italy for WCG even though I really miss being a WCG Ref =) I will end off here la...Giving some shoutouts =) Hmm...Hui Xian - Yah I finally updated my blog ya...Hmm....All the best for the upcoming O lvl chinese =) Oh....Wait this is meant for the whole class so its 5N1 2006 - Good luck for the Upcoming O lvl Chinese paper and the end yr O lvl paper JIA YOU...Jeryl - Hope she don't stress herself too much even if her results are bad...But I believe that she is a clever girl so it shouldn't be a problem for her...Jia You =p....Wai Kin and WanQi - Good luck for your exams and 999 is the no. I give you all for your relationship....Dun need thank me for that haha...=) ....Lastly C4 - Good Luck on anything you all do leh...Better not fail the recent a maths test if not will die very hard...=)

O Level Maths Side Effect

2006-02-19T22:21:00.000+08:00

Yeah....As the title says I got Side effect after getting my maths result...Why isn't it a a1 or a2 at least...why is it b3 instead...So close yet so far...!!! Now I have to retake cos it seems to be the right way - to retake and get an a1 even though I know I am going poly and not a Junior College... I feel real bad not retaking but feel very depressed when I think about what I get - B3...It will fall any way...Haiz Haiz Haiz...I feel like saying maybe I could do just a little better....Study just an hour more...Check through just a little more careful...Argh!!! maybe I could get a distinction then....Yup....Thats quite about all since people want me (I am busy lol...) to update so there you are...And C4 got a Trademark haha....^_^v Yeah Yeah Yeah...OKay guys/girls/gays/lesbians....Take Care...Until Next time =)

Signing off,
Depressed yet mad....Sad yet happy....=)

Friday....

2006-01-21T01:43:00.000+08:00

I got nothing to write about so I typed this =)...The World is not fair... Cos I just wanna say that =p...Think about it...Why are the blacks slaves and the others better last time...Man...Just because they are black? Their ancestor were white too...Lets all live in one roof one world and share the one word that many would like to have... That is peace...PEACE!!! Finally got words out of my brain hehe...Went TP today for open house...=) still considering on the courses they are giving as I need a goal in my o's and a goal in life!!! Thinking of how meaningless life is nowadays man...No life students + no life Working adult...haiz... Studying comes first that is what teachers and parents say and when u are out for work you boss will tell you work > play...Its very meaningless to have a huge pile of money and have no chance to spend it =(...YEAH Thanks to Ms.tan I have to study history on the 31st Jan to prepare for the test on the 1st of Feb...ARGH!!!! what a nice timing she has there...Starting to have a habit to go throught a news paper at least once a day to find juicy news that a lifeless kid like me can find it interesting...Whats the goal of life....Isn't it not just working and studying?? One day the world will surely be a better place to live in without studies and work!!! Roborts will take over our meaningless life and continue human kind...Now I am typing meaningless things....

Signing off,
Meaningless Kid

Boring Sat

2006-01-14T14:28:00.000+08:00

As you can see the title is boring sat so I came to blog ^_^...Haiz...don't feel like doing homework now...getting owned soon =)...Played a few games on wc3 and still I am bored...want to go out for some activities but don't have an idea on what to do...haiz...lol...Sch term is pretty boring with homework on top of homework...I finally decided that I will study for this year haha...and I am not joking every test/exam I will study to be a good kid =)...haha thats fun....Oh ya before I forget...this is the wcg ref's group photo...^_^Thats the red cards and yellow cards the guy on the left is holding =)

Signing off,
A Boring Guy =)

First Day Of Sch

2006-01-03T22:01:00.000+08:00

Yup...everyone seem to be writing their verison of "My first day of sch" so here's mine =)...It all happens when mrs lum/ms ng Jennifer came to our as the form teacher...Yeah she complimeted that I did a good job last year for AV member and my expression was like "hell no!!!" Wen Kai did not do anything and now I must do all again this very year which I intended not to touch community stuff cos I dun like to service the community after a trip back from WCG haha...Yup...New Chem teacher and the others got a new Maths teacher...Argh!!!! Both are alright la...but the Chem Teacher says that if we follow her speed we will be getting an A1 or A2...That sounds pretty promising yeah...But still I seem to have lots of fate in my new teachers....Yeah I love my teachers...OKay la..will end here...nothing really much...Trying to get back what I lost in my compositions...Wish me Luck ^_^

Signing off,
Kelsen

Finally Got a New Skin

2005-12-29T23:46:00.000+08:00

Yup...Finally got a new skin yeah...The last one is damn buggy or is it spoil but anyway I got a new blogskin so its fine...Hmm...Tell me your opinions of this skin can =p...Nothing really happened this few weeks...Just wasting my life playing WC3 etc at home cos no one wanna ask me out...Got stead one got Stead...No stead one got Gym...Another no stead one is waiting for a girl to reply so in the end left me a loner...Nothing much lor...Just that I haven't started or started on only 1 page of my a maths homework...Cool yo....I am not going to make it there...5 more days grrr....Maybe next time will bring you guys more juicy stuffs.....Love you all....(Mushy =p)

Kelsen
My Life Begins With You

Back From WCG 2005

2005-11-21T23:33:00.000+08:00

Woohoo...finally back to my house after 6 days of hard work...Gonna pat myself on the back...A good job well done...yeah!!! Got my $300 (which is for my mp3/cpu...Money not enough yo) Yeah and got free stuff --> US 39.90 Keyboard US 99 Headphone SGD 120 Razer Copperhead and SGD 50 Razer eXactMat...Thanks to the sponsors of WCG ^_^...Next year's wcg is in Italy...really wish to go but can't O's then NS omg...and the Air ticket Owns me...Precisely I am a very poor kid...It was shocking that grubby lost to shortround which is almost 80% impossible without the imbalance Mass talons...Shortround wasn't really training but Grubby was training 24/7 and yeah...he fell sick later on...The WCG Party was crazy...No more food, no beer, no Voka Redbull and no Redbull...thats really ownage....This year's players sure know how to drink hehe...

Yeah...I was at suntec for the past 6 days...with my referee tag...My leg was just tired, VERY TIRED!!! $300 is not easy to earn hehe...We have to wake up at 6+ and go to bed at 11 pm... thats very bad...but the experience was good...The breakfast and lunch sux...YEAH but still its ateable hehe...Alot of Chinese were cheering for Sky as he wins his almost sure win game against shortround at the finals...For Grubby, he was just depressed for not performing a nice counter against shortround's twice mass druid of talons...Will be watching Harry Potter most likely tomorrow thats if nothing goes wrong hehe....Actually I had lots of fun there...Got a taste of East Coast (A type of Voka or something like that found in Australia/USA) Yeah...It taste weird...Can't even finish cos when U drink a drop...U will feel ur body all warmed up and that bitter/sour taste still in ur mouth...Tried pouring coke light but still it doesn't work...In the end my roommate/head admin got to finish it for me haha...That was quite fun hehe...Had a chat till like 12 am and went to sleep...

Argh worse thing is...I must get up before 7 to get breakfast and I just feel sleepy hehe...Okay enough of WCG yeah...Dun wan u guys to read something that U guys dunno about...Talking about my life...Hmm...nothing much happened actually just Wai Kin went to Jap...Yes without me and Nelson cos the bloody tour is fully booked...haiz...Should I miss him?? Sounds pretty gay yah?? Lol...I should end here...=p

Signing Off,
Kelsen

O's Coming

2005-11-02T22:47:00.000+08:00

Argh!!! got O maths coming soon leh haiz....7 nov and 11 nov leh...BTW I haven't start on my maths homework which is dued friday...Owned?!?! lol...Yup...Today went to Wanqi's so called messy house which is actually better than my house by alot...Its like omg...I see twinstar almost everywhere...Hello Kitty too =p...BTW I tell u a secret, Wanqi's computer lags and gets disconnected almost everytime lol...thats not a secret but just my craps...Okay la...I feel more and more sick when I see my maths homework laying there...so I decided to finish it by Tomorrow Ya...

Signing Off,
Live a Life According to Me

After A Long Day...

2005-11-02T01:18:00.000+08:00

After a long day of reviving work, I finally announce that my Blog is finally revived...It was died and laying there since Sept? Okay...So more of my crap I guess...Hmm...there's nothing much that happened today...My mum and younger sis went to China Beijing today and my dad is going on a business trip tomorrow to China too...That means I am actually free from my parents...BTW there is still 5 more days before the coming of O Level Maths Paper 1...Remember to wish me good luck ^^ and thanks in advance...Btw Wai kin is the first to wish me good luck in his testi written for me^^....Humourous: Wai Kin, Wanqi and I saw Ms Tan Hwee Ping in a super auntie behaviour...lol...If your there You will laugh until you cry...She was crossing the road when the green man is blinking and you know what?? She ran across the road in an Auntie Styple....OMG...and she was shouting faster to her mum and sister (which look almost like her) in a dialect...Its like if you dun know her, you will never know she is a principal -.-...

Signing Off,
Live a Life According to Me

Hi guys

2005-09-09T13:50:00.000+08:00

Woo First Post yah...Today very sianz so I start this Blog lor...Still considering whether to do homework or play computer games...haiz...Saded Day...Btw got this link from a gamer...http://members.thai.net/sinthai/room.htm <===Horrible Scary and Horrible omg....lol..dun see if u have weak heart..I dun bear responsible to your health lol!!!

Hmm...today tml the day after tml is WCG (World Cyber Games) and thousands of gamers are trying to get a title but I am rotting at home making descicions like whether to study anot wtf!?!?!
Hmm...Should end off liao la...Dun let you all torture your eyes reading long long blogs (lol...I am always so kind)

SHOUTOUT: Wish Everyone can Score High For N level Hor...At least get A1 for Social Studies if not no Pizza from Miss Tan lol...!!!!

Signing Off,
Live a Life According to Me